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Saturday, September 4, 2010, 11:23 PM

This post is specially for Siti Nadhirah.

I'm sorry for being so selfish and so ignorant.
I know what you are going through is tough, and I wasn't being understanding.
Instead, I made you feel miserable even more.
My life has been going downhill for the past few weeks.
Canceling my birthday plan was the worst.
I began to question God's power, which is very sinful.
I forced you to ask your mom whether you can go out.
In the end, you ended up getting scolded.
I'm very very sorry 'cos at that point of time, I wanted you all to myself.
I didn't put myself into your shoes.
Your life's been very chaotic and I didn't really give a damn 'cos I want to spend my time with you.
I was a selfish jerk.
I'm really ashamed of myself.
This is the bad side of me I don't want you to see ever again.

You called me to wish me "Happy Birthday" was the sweetest thing!
Today, I didn't expect that you would message me.
I'm glad you did.
You made me smile, that's the important part.
So I will be seeing you in two months time.
By then, we will be 5 months together((:

Just give me a call if you need me, I'm always 24/7 when it comes to you(:
I love you baby, so very much.
Forever and ever babe<3