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Sunday, February 6, 2011, 6:47 PM
My life is a mess and I'm not coping well. My parents are clueless about what I'm going through at this moment. I may seem all happy but inside, there's this pistol pressed against my temple waiting to pull the trigger. I'm tired of being nice. I'm too tired to care anymore. I'm tired of being tired. I am sick and tired of life. You people don't know what I'm actually going through is hell. I wanna run away. I need my space. I want my space. I feel so caged. I want to break free..but I can't. I've rejected so many outings and meet-up session in the last two months. I tried to make time but luck wasn't on my side. I wish you guys knew that I actually tried my very best. I need a little credit at least. I think I'm falling sick more often. I'm not fit anymore. I can't stop consuming all those unhealthy treats. I'm becoming uglier and uglier. And to those who thinks I have feelings for anybody, I don't. They say being single is all fun and freedom well I'm not buying all that crap. I feel lonely all the time. I day dream most of the time. I tried helping someone, hoping to have a second chance, and I wish I would have never met that person. I felt used. I felt cheated. Well, I am forgetting you. All I'm trying to say is that the five-letter apology may not be enough for the troubles I have put you guys through but keep in mind that I have the courage to apologise. I don't care what reply may come but I'm glad that you received my message. Only time can heal all wounds. I hope our friendship won't break.